I’ll be honest, I am quite heartbroken. Losing such a wonderful girl as her, I doubt I’ll find another girl like her, especially as I’m not the going out getting pissed sort.
I don’t blame anybody, I certainly don’t blame Han, as she’s as teary as me, if not more.
It’s confusing. Every reason she gave me splitting up with her I believe needs me to feel the same way. I don’t. Long story short – she doesn’t want a relationship. As much as it hurts me to say it, I respect her decision.
But I feel so empty, I need something to fill a very huge gap – it’s hard when 80% of your social life is based in Canterbury.
I’ve been up since 5am, I’ve eaten chocolate (bollocks to lent) and listening to “Nothing Compares 2 U” by the Stereophonics (bollocks to Sinead O’Connor). It’s not a pretty sight.
I’d take Han back in a heartbeat.
Back when my head’s sorted.